just comin' by

...luv my past.
but i won't go back. i luv my now, more!

...the last posting...

closing time, every new beginning
comes from some other beginning’s end...
(semisonic - closing time)

feel free to stop by;)

mi-sunshine

last posting... so long... farewell...

It's easy when you know how
To get along without Biff! Bang! Pow!
And if I see that you're fed up,
I'll stop and give you a leg up.
Over priced unreal estate,
Surreal estate,
The highest price they've hit to date,
Creating new divides and tension.

You've got to tolerate,
All those people that you hate,
I'm not in love with you,
But I wont hold that against you,
You've got to tolerate,
Some of those people that you hate,
I'm not in love with you,
But I wont hold that against you.

This is a tale of 2 city/situations,
Mutual appreciation,
Away from narrow pre-conception,
Avoiding conflict hyper-tension,
Non-phobic word aerobic.
This was my domain,
Till someone stole my name

(juxtapozed w/ u - super furry animals)

byee... byee.. byeee.

bijikuw...

i need my reflection back!!!

tiba-tba...

...sakit perut pas nonton clip lagu ini di quantum pas lagi meeting sore2 sama imam...

ternyata, si mas imam juga merasakan hal yang sama...
gw pegang2 perut (butterfly flies rudely in my stomach), imam pegang2 dada (nyesek katanya...)
ha ha ha...

There's something I want to tell you
There's something I think that you should know
It's not that I shouldn't really love you
Let's take it slow

When we get to know each other
And we're both feeling much stronger
Then let's try to talk it over
Let's wait awhile longer

Let's wait awhile before it's too late
Let's wait awhile before we go too far

Remember that special night
When all of the stars where shining bright
We made our first endeavor
To stay together

(...let's wait awhile... janet jackson)

waiting for something worth to wait, is worth it...

ga blue sih, cuma...

...lagi denger lagu ini di radioku, jadinya kebawa suasana... apalagi tadi barusan menyusun rencana bareng nonita hang out ke promenade st. monica bersama... hahahha... amin.. amin... i luv promenade so much! i found myself there...

L.A. Blue
Momentarely got me down
The more I think of u
The more I hate this town
And I hope to find my way back home will soon
I need someone to kill my

L.A. Blue
How do I give alive
Don't wanna lose
Myself in the crowd
Well I'm sorry if I ain't makin' the right blues
I'm just talkin with my

Maybe I'm crazy but I think I'm here to stay
And when my soul a street thousand miles away
I don't need a million hour again to make me
Damn I miss u
I walk back and catch you if I could
I can't stand another night in Hollywood
I need another way to open up my mind

It's not fair
How could you so far away
The more I mightn't be there
The more memories fade
And I won't be comin' back anytime soon
If you could only feel my

L.A. Blue
What can you do?
You won't be here forever
It's all in your mind

Maybe I'm crazy but I think I'm here to stay
And when my soul a street thousand miles away
I don't need a million hour again to make me
Damn I miss u
I walk back and catch you if I could
I can't stand another night in Hollywood
I need another way to open up my mind

L.A. Blue
Maybe it is so bad
The more I see of you
The more I wish I have

Damn I miss you
I maybe crazy baby
You so far away
Open up my mind

I walk back and catch you if I could
You know I would
Damn I miss you

Joey Mcintyre - L.A. Blue

gara-gara my boo...

Thursday, May 19, 2005

dear jakarta di sore hari
hua... seru juga.
ketika gue bertahan dengan perasaan ke-geer-an bahwa kalo gw hold on, dia akan come back, ternyata rasanya belom tentu enak untuk kedua belah pihak.

ceritanya, gw kemarenan hold on.
tapi kasian juga ya orang yang gw hold on to. karena belom tentu orang yang gw hold-on to itu ngerasa enak dengan keadaan ini.

masalahnya, gw sekarang ngerasain jadi orang dengan posisi itu.
jadi serba salah loh jadi orang yang ditungguin, karena belom tentu yang ditungguin itu mau ditungguin.

uhm...
siapa tau orang yang ditungguin sekarang lagi nungguin orang lain...
siapa tau orang yang ditungguin sekarang lagi berharap ke orang lain...
siapa tau orang yang ditungguin sekarang lagi males aja ngapa-ngapain...

jadi mendingan, sekarang nggak usah nunggu siapa-siapa.
nggak usah hold on sama sesuatu yang nggak jelas mau di-hold on-in.
mendingan jelas-jelas bertahan sama orang yang mempertahanin kita juga.

paling nggak, kita nggak wasting time over nothing...

yaaaahhh...
cuma pemikiran dan perasaan hari ini aja sih, siapa tau besok,lusa atau di lain hari jadi beda ceritanya.
hehehehe...

happy thursday all ;)
- posted by sunshine @ 3:52 PM 0 comments

(diambil dari salah satu blog rahasia... gara2 denger my boo, jadi inget hari2 sendu kelabu di palembang taun lalu, haehhaeha...)