WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU DID SOMETHING FOR THE FIRST TIME???

... that is a very good question for ourselves when the boredome strikes...
i can't believe what i'm feeling right now...
the thing i really love for almost 8 years, now become a monster to me...
i don't wanna think about it, i don't wanna get near to it, i almost puke when someone talkin' about it...
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i'm so confused, i'm upset, i'm sad, i'm terrified...
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i don't wanna lose it, i know i love it...
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pheew... (it's time to take some time off, babe... loosen up, will ya'!)

ps. the answer for the question above,.. uhm... last friday, at the island... it's the last time i did something for the first time... ;p

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