soundtrack: i love u, goodbye (celine dion)

i laughed too loud
i commented unnecessarily
i smoked too many
i frowned a lot
...
i didn't want to be the real me
i tried to make you dislike me
...
shallow, so shallow...
but what can i do then?
i'm trapped in my own belief, that someday you're gonna leave me.
instead of letting it happen naturally, it's my ego taking control.
let me be the one who makes you fade away.. then maybe when that day comes, i can say to myself, "you've made it, baby..."
eventho' i know, being with you is one thing i trully want in life