turtle me

Jawaban bagus dari rekan kerja (arif)... remind me of something ;)

Q: If a turtle doesn't have a shell, is he homeless or naked?
A: Naked, home is where your heart is!

easter long weekend's coming

Shuuh...
what a day...

paper work everywhere,
last minute order,
not good mood of heart,
too long PMS (gosh, period hurrah come!)
....
dusty freezy office (yeah, we r movin' out!)
my pee smelled like coffee (only had 2 glasses of mineral water today!)
that oldie tune from plus one still hangin' on my mind
make my day... just perfect (sigh...)

BUT HEY!
why should i complain?

I HAVE MY HEALTHY BODY (not really)
I HAVE MY LOVING CARE PEOPLE OUT THERE (luvy'all)
I HAVE MY FREE CONCERT TICKET WAITING
I HAVE LOTZA BUCKS IN MY GREEN ARMY WALLET
I HAVE MY STOMACH FULL (u fatty!)
I HAVE MY UNFINISHED AGATHA CHRISTIE'S (long weekend ;))
I HAVE MANY INVITATIONS (party yeah free dinner wow!)
I HAVE (some) CHALLENGING CAREER
I HAVE MY LONG WEEKEND GIRLS DAY OUT DATE
I HAVE MY SWEET INNOCENT SMILE (hahaha, tricky me)
I HAVE MY OWN UNIQUE TALENT (my deepest secret i won't reveal)
I CAN SING I CAN DANCE I CAN LAUGH AS MUCH AS I WANT

what should i complain about???

SEX? no...
BOYFRIEND? patiently waiting
PAY DAY? long way to come but still managable
SLIM BODY? not a chance, hauehuahea...

SO? WHAT SO FUSS ABOUT???
I LOVE MY LIFE ;)

trancelike trampoline

Suka nggak ngerti, akhir-akhir ini kayaknya capek banget.
Gara-gara sering “main trampolin” di dasar perasaan gw.

Lompat-lompat, tinggi, makin tinggi, membumbung… makin, makin tinggi!
Bisa liat sekeliling dari ketinggian, nggak kalah sama burung bisa sekejap kejap merasakan terbang!

Tapi lama-lama… pusing.. mual… capek…
Harus berenti main trampolinnya.
Ngebiarin tubuh bedebam-bedebum di atas trampolin sampai berhenti memembalkan diri. Ketika sudah terdiam, mulai kleyengan…
Turun dari trampolin, kembali memijak ke tanah, jalan sempoyongan.

Ah… main trampolin cuma enak awalnya!
Akhirnya sama aja, bikin pengen muntah!

changes (the anticipation)

"I wish I could recall every detail from that day. Even now, sometimes I would sit and try to remember the colors, the sounds, the faces. But it only comes back to me in bits and pieces.
If only I had known, I would have paid closer attention. You're never prepared for the moments that changes your life. "

simon birch

feel free to comment!

hey there, help me out with this question...

how to find the "heart" without losing the head???

Lookin' forward to get girls' answer! but guys.. y'all welcome to post a comment!

day 3 of me - sambungan

well... finally i have "me" back!
the thrills of working, put on some ideas, discuss everythingness and nothingness...

well... finally i got "me" back!
the tickles in my head, my heart, my stomach, over some thoughts and spirits in this luvely late afternoon...

well... finally i reach "me" back!
the atmosphere, the ambience, the vibe...
it's so ME!!!

day 3 of me

Staring bright through the window
You're bending over to me
A sentimental forsaken
You're trying hard yet to comfort
But you're waving me goodbye
A sentimental forsaken

You're looking around you are hasted
You're supervising my chief
My heart is tikking, let it on
Looks like you're dying to say
But now you turn your head away
Get out and leave me, let it on

But when it's going to be ok
I'm cruisin' on a train
I've got to fear no holiday
Fear is where I'm in

You're staring bright through the window
you're moving closer to me
A sentimental forsaken
You're trying hard yet to comfort
But now you're waving me goodbye
Get out and leave me, let it on

But when it's going to be ok
I'm cruisin' on a train
I've got to fear no holiday
Fear is where I'm in.

(another Ufm cozy collection, cruisin' by sioen, luvit!)

modified: Oprah's quote

NEVER EXPECT A GUY TO DO ANYTHING FOR YOU
ONCE YOU DO, U ACT IRRATIONALLY AND BECOME A REAL IDIOT

just like me here... irrationalidiotique
(already expecting soalnya.. ah!)

ordinary me

melihat pancaran matahari dari kaca ruangan dingin ini...
terik, meredup, terik indah, meredup suram... hampir gelap...

melihat pancaran mata di cermin rest room 5 meter jauhnya...
bersinar, meredup, bersinar, meredup, bersinar sebentar, redup lagi...

melihat pancaran hati di refleksi jiwa di dalam diri...
berkilau, suram, berkilau, suram, berkilau, suram, berkabut...

Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay
Maybe you''ll leave
Maybe you'll return
Maybe another fight
Maybe we won't survive
Maybe we'll grow
We'll never know
Baby, you and I

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cause we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow...

(john legend - ordinary people)

bagus...

ramadhan_syahputra (3/12/2005 5:58:13 PM):
"Daun terbang karena Angin bertiup atau karena Pohon tidak memintanya untuk tinggal?"

to be continued... (about my issue)

maaf (kalau) memaksa

cepat!
aku butuh kaca mata silindris minus ku
penglihatanku kabur, aku tak bisa fokus melihatnya
cepat!
aku butuh panduan jalan yang mudah dibacanya
aku tersesat, kehilangan arah menujunya
cepat!
aku butuh senter, obor, apapun yang benderang
terlalu remang di sini, hampir saja aku salah mendekapnya

cepat... jangan terlambat...

(terinspirasi setelah hari kedua liburan di bandung, penuh dengan fixed schedule by renita! blast! ktr polisi - bank - jemput ruth - kings - salon - ktr polisi - female - mexican cafe - hampir ke rumah kopi - jadinya ke halaman - pulang! WOW!)

beberapa satu hati

(1) satu hati...
terjerembab, matanya sembab, isinya terluap
(2) satu hati...
terpikat, mencoba mengangkat, terekat kuat
(3) satu hati...
tertahan, masuk perlahan, lalu berkenan
...
(1) satu hati...
bingung, tercenung, tersandung

3 hati

3 hati,
bertanya - meragu - menunggu
3 hati,
berharap - menunggu - terpaku
3 hati,
menunggu - kembali ragu - tersapu
...
3 hati,
kelu - layu - mendebu

ketagihan! (1)

aku ketagihan tidur...

rasa gelitiknya di garis ujung kelopak mata saat kantuk melanda...
rasa lemasnya hatiku saat cemas terpikir paras terawang-awang...
desirnya aliran darah saat mengangkat jiwaku hilang sadar...
hebatnya khayalan liar kemana-mana saat mimpi mengambil alih kenyataan...

aku ketagihan tidur...

saya, manusia masa lalu

lewat sms, saya berkomunikasi dengan seorang sahabat.
sms ke dua atau ketiga, balasannya dari sahabat adalah,
"kamu terdengar seperti xxx (mantannya)"
mungkin saat membalas smsnya, bahasa saya, gaya menulis sms saya, sama seperti sang mantannya...

iya juga sih, saya juga suka merasakan hal yang sama.

apalagi 8 hari terakhir kemaren. rasanya pengen teriak, saya salah apa, sampe udah jauh-jauh pindah ke sini, masih ditemuin sama orang yang mukanya cuma ngingetin saya dengan masa lalu (yg ceritanya ga enak pula biarpun ada bahagianya!)

tapi kalau mau dipikir-pikir lagi, mungkin saat sahabat saya itu bilang, "kamu terdengar seperti xxx (mantannya)", atau ketika saya merasa seperti ditampar bolak-balik melihat muka priyo yang harus bekerja sama selama 15 jam x 8 hari itu karena mengingatkan saya pada seseorang di masa lalu, bukanlah hal yang "big deal".

mungkin aja sebenarnya sahabat saya ketika bilang "kamu terdengar sperti xxx" memang sedang kangen sama xxx nya itu.
atau ketika saya merasa ketampar liat muka priyo karena mirip dengan seseorang dari masa lalu, sebenarnya hati kecil saya berharap orang dari masa lalu itu yang saya lihat...

...

ah, saya sudah lelah dan malas berhubungan dengan masa lalu.
semoga dengan "kekinian" saya, saya akan dihadapkan dengan masa depan.

worth waiting (for)

para la belleza de la luz del sol
para la luna y las estrellas que chispeando
para la sonrisa y el calor de su toque
ellos son todo valor que esperas
...

(lagoon tower, hell no jakarta march 5th 2k5)

sebenarnya sih, saya ga begitu tau bahasa spanyol...
pas lagi bercengkrama dengan manusia2 tiempo libre, iseng-iseng mereka baca tulisan saya yang saya lagi saya buat dan mereka buat trensletannya ke bahasa spanyol...

kira-kira sih trensletan bahasa inggrisnya gini (yang saya tulis di kertas berisi departure flight):

for the beauty of the sunlight
for the moon and the stars that sparkling
for the smile and the warmth of your touch
they're all worth waiting (for)