waiting for mr. right or getting mr. right now???

satu phrase indah yang dikatakan teman saya,
"semua akan indah pada waktunya..."

i agree with that.
semua akan indah pada waktunya.
semua hal yang kita tunggu dalam waktu yang sebentar atau lama, apabila memang sudah pada waktunya, akan terjadi juga.
tapi beda halnya dengan sesuatu yang kita tunggu - tidak pernah terjadi.
well, maybe that thing never meant to be.
tapi (secara kita sadar atau tidak sadar) akan ada pengganti yang lebih baik dari hal yang kita ingini tadi.

so this is what happens...

for the last five years, i've been searching my mr. right.
when i was with "someone", i thought he was the one. but then the situation changed then i no longer felt he was the one.
on and on and on, the situation kept changing, until i met this one.
this guy, he has almost everything that my check box could list.
but it's not that easy.
another situation and condition, we just happened not meant to be (yet, hopefully).
or maybe, eventho' he is my mr. right, he doesn't consider me as his ms. right... (pleh pleh pleh, biterhamen*)

but then, another situation, i am facing that my option now widened.
i have the opportunity to have some mr. right now.
yeah, they are not my mr. right - one of them could be a mr. right now for me, and maybe they have the possibility to be future mr. right.

(another) but... am i willing to take another chance?
the chance of having someone i can call my own while i'm not really sure about that?
the chance of sharing my life with someone i'm not really into?
the chance of (maybe) hurting that person in the future?
the chance of (maybe) getting hurt again?
...
or maybe i won't allow the feeling to grow coz deep down,
i'm still wishing hard for "my mr. right"?

well girl friends,
i'm now facing that kinda' situation.
i still have my endless waiting moment for my mr. right...
on the other side, there are some mr. right now, that maybe, if i only dare to take the chance, one of'em could be the real mr. right of my future.

what would u do if u were me?
go for the mr. right now... or still hold on for i don't know how long for the unreachable mr. right?

as for now, i will let my heart tells me what to do,
coz my head, it's just occupied with lots of other things that have nothing to do with romance ;p

pheew, u know what...
each night before i go to sleep, every 1.11, 2.22, 3.33, 4.44, 5.55, 11.11 that caught by my sight, i say a prayer, that i would not be bothered by this stuff any longer.

i wish u, my girl friends out there, either u have the chance to grab your mr. right, or at least have the guts to give the mr. right now around a try ;)

happy friday the 13th y'all...
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(*biterhamen = bibir tersenyum, hati menjeriiitttt)
(soundtracknya... ost. at the dolphin bay - long jurney, hauehuahe...)